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The Girl



Name: YueHui aka Eve
Date Of Birth: 23 Nov 19**
Friendster: basketball_gal69@yahoo.com.sg
MSN: basketball_gal69@hotmail.com
ICQ#: 175308874
School: w0rking adult
Places I Hang Around : sentosa.swimming po0l.bball court.cafe.pub.

.a girl who loves freedom.
.proud to be a vegetarian gal.
.kinda stubborn.
.is mostly in shorts n t-shirt, seldom will she dress up.
.tryin to corect her dressing sense.
.is highly allergic to noise.
.trying to be strong but at times she still falls.
.hates crying in front of others.
.she cant sit still at all.
.believe in faith.
.she simplY l0Ve sPOrts
.she loves getting herself tanned
.great lover of sun sand n beach!

+My motto+
"I'll go for what I want no matter what happens,
I'm going to achieve it."

"If thats wat i wanna do i'll give in my best shot;else there'll be no beginning."


Wish List

br>Full set of Track pants & top

treatment my Hair

Adidas Sling Bag

New spec

Spa

more DSLR lens

Linksphere


CHC frenz.
Sherlynn
Grace
Alison
Alicia

NP frenz.
Jackson
Zhiwang
Wilson
Johnny
WeiYu
Jade

Pei Yi
Jade
ShyueMei
PJJ

FT frenz.
YuTing
Pei Wen
ZhiZhang
Evonne

YYS frenz.
Janet[YYS]
KaiJun
Qiu Ying
Kelly
Yun Yun

Lifesavers.
Adrian
Jeremy
ShiHan

FrIendz.
Marvin Aldrich Tan
Samuel Goh
Chinglin
Marcus
WeiHong
Kelvin
Sebastian
Lance
Ronald
ZhiYou
Dennis

+Games links;Flash Links.+
Flash
Splatman
Initial D
Chinese Flash
Orisinal

Bitch Itch



I love you?/ Saturday


went t0 the zoo with Shihan Sunny and Ah hao which join us later in the noon.
the trip was fun. ll post the pictures up once i edit and load them in computer.
went to the town today.muhahahz..
Brought a Orange Sport bra. a Mizuno running Top and a Top..muhahahz..


saw this at taKa..the cookies sEEm Nice.!!


sushi!!!




Where were you when skies were grey
4/07/2007 11:45:00 PM <3

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I love you?/ Sunday


**All these pics r grab from ShiHan Blog..d0nt mind ah..
you see this gal beside me??
"l0ook carefully!!!"
i tell you she is damn sporty and pretty!
she got pretty smile tat attracts pple.
she is my Lifesaving Gal frenz..
wahahahz~~
we get along quite well..
Love you gal..


this is our lifesaving team.
celebrating the March babies Birthday.wahahaz its Damn fun..


does we l00ok cool?
Lifesaving Rockzz!!



Where were you when skies were grey
4/01/2007 01:12:00 AM <3

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I love you?/ Friday


i no longer feel that you are part of me.
i no longer love you.
i no longer miss you.
i no longer await for ya absence.
i no longer look forward to you fetching me out.

i no longer feeel anytin.
i am numb..
i dont know how to explain. i am out-of-word.
can you let me go for a moment and we see hw should we proceed.
can you..

i wanna be happy. i wanna do wat i wanna do..
im tired..
can someone guide me through my life..please..
Haiz.....sobx sobx.



Where were you when skies were grey
3/30/2007 11:17:00 PM <3

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I love you?/ Tuesday


i think i'll just get it done once and for all..
despite of the money ........
haiz....despite of the paim..
sobz...
ingore me...

looking forward to tml training!



Where were you when skies were grey
3/27/2007 10:59:00 PM <3

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I love you?/ Monday


here are some pics took during the chinese new year gathering. seem quite some time.
miss those fun laughter we had together..l0lz..





silly me..






i'm dead tired..spare me..will update soon..
tons of unfinished work..
i cnat wait for wed and fri to come..Training!! Training!!


i simply love lifesaving class..
my bag get heavier each time my lifesaving ends.
my bag is flooded with wets clothes..

when i get home each time, the cycle repeat..
wash my towel...goggles...my bag....my clothes..
wash my towel...goggles...my bag....my clothes..
wash my towel...goggles...my bag....my clothes....
muahahhahahz..

i miss my Boy..
i miss Sunny kor kor..
i miss Shihan..
i miss ah yang..
i miss eveyrone around me...they MADE my LIFE!!!!!



Where were you when skies were grey
3/26/2007 11:31:00 PM <3

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this is the Lastest me...Forever in shorts n T during wkend shopping..lolz...i'm jus lazy to dress up..

me and Regina..!! wahhahaz
proudly present my PIG Knee..it got so sore up that i cant even walk. i cant run for quite a period of time. im so oooo Upset..haiz..



Where were you when skies were grey
3/12/2007 10:00:00 PM <3

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I love you?/ Thursday


quoted from a friend blog i find it quite meaningful..."
.."If I want to succeed, failure should never cross my mind. I can only think about success. If I think about failure, I’ll only give myself excuses to fail. If you think it’s a MUST to succeed, you’ll find means and ways to the ROAD OF SUCCESS. Although you’ll be met with a lot of difficulties, tough times, cold blanket, but when you’re able to overcome them, you'll be successful, and everything will be worthwhile!"

it true..it is all in one's Mind..



Where were you when skies were grey
2/15/2007 10:41:00 PM <3

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I love you?/ Tuesday


24/01/2007

Attention: Hey people I am back!!
WAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHZ~~~~~

Seldom will you see me online because I am so busy with my stuff.
Muhahaz. More things come up, therefore I be more busy. =>

BM test been postpone again,.to Monday. Repeatedly we waited.
Everyone praying hard that we get a chance to change the examiner which seem impossible. May god bless us all and let us pass successfully. Haiz.
There no other way but to try our very best.

You are just a shit examiner lousy examiner.
Bleah *_***

All people around me have been encouraging me also moving on with me. Telling me to give my best and be sure I can do it. I want to pass to but hoping my hand work along with me. I don’t want to disappoint you guys.
Thanks for encouraging me all along. ‘Xie xie ni men’.
Sunny Boy was even willing to be my victim during test so I can tow faster.
Appreciate you help to let me practice on you.
Everyone is helping me boosting my energy and level of ‘xing xin’.
Don’t know if you guys will read this but I want to say out loud
‘Xie xie ni men’.

I am so lucky to have great friends around isn’t that so?

Oh ya, not forgetting my darling. He stops me from swimming repeatedly, hurt him lots when my shoulder is nearly dropping, the pain killing me and there I am swimming. Despite of my stubbornness, he still stands by me.
Stuboorn and wildness me.
Noone will understand.
The feeling of swimming, the passion one’s have for swimming, the feeling of in water swimming, all these is enough to put the pain away. But of course after which the pain is unbearable, that the consequence that I will have to bear. But hahahz..worth it.

It jus like you never understand the pain our mother gone through when giving birth to us unless you yourself give birth. ( to female). When you experience yourself then you will know how wonderful is you mum. Else you will never understand. By saying you will feel it and when you gone through it, it such a differences.

Why do I say that?
Feeling flow into me.

Charlotte was born on Tuesday. Coach me and 3 other swim mate went to visit pei pei and kc. The joy in them was like un- describable. Sit there and chat with them for 2-3 hours. Hearing them saying their experience in labor and the how pain it was when in labour. We view those photo that K C took through the whole process. Seeing the wife screaming like hell and the pain she going through he cried. It really tough.
Well all these are words from them, we wouldn’t know the pain, but one thing we know for sure is that is really hurts. She couldn’t sit on lie on bed still, she was in pain. The vein on her face pop out and she still have to carry the big stomach around that have yet to so call “dissolve”.
Great mother. All these was all worth it.

I had a chance to carry charlotte. She weigh 2.5kgs soooo small.
Simply love her mouth. Such a cute little baby.
Her eye are so small that it hardly open.
Wahahaz.. I was so excited when she came out to this world.
Her birthday date is the same as mine!! Wahahahz..
Imagine when she is 21 year old I am like 42 year old …..whoo~ by then I am so old.
Where will I be?
What wil I be doing?
Throughout these conversation and experience, I really learnt of things.

Boy say I have change. I have grown up.
My friends told me the things I do is diff, words from me is diff too. I have grow up doing what adult should do.
Is it so? I am not sure myself.

“Friends are just like a mirror to you. They reflect to you.
We will never be able to see it for our self. “

Spend my weekend working.
Tutoring. Training.
My everyday is so packed up, but basically all of the small stuff.

This was somehow my schedule for last wk.

Monday Study theory for BM.
Tuesday home studying for lifesaver training
Wednesday Lifesaver training
Thursday pei mummy to NTUC then wnet out to jog
Friday Lifesaver training
Saturday work till 4pm. Study/ swim then meet up with boy at 8pm till late.
Sunday at ECP cycle run study for theory then slack around shop and go home. Else I be working at downtown
or teaching Regina tution at jurong.



29/1/2007

Its ZZ birthday today.
A year ago we will celebrating at suntec sky garden a Vegetarian restaurant.
Order a cake which the bakery bake wrongly.

Last year we will discuss how are we going to celebrate for him this year.
Things happen. Just a message to greet him Happy Birthday that’s all.

That day when I was bringing sister out shopping, he suddenly question me “ Jie where is ZZ why he aren’t around? Isn’t he going to join us for shopping?”
I was stunned.
Kind of miss shopping with him. Hanging out like we use to be..


30/1/2007 TUESDAY

Haven’t been online for a lot of days nevertheless to say blogging.
Been studying and training.
I am physically and mentally tired.
The moment I am not doing anything I sleep.
I am just extremely tired; I don’t know why.

Went to the doctor on sat. Dressing changed. At home, mummy needs to change for me as well.
Its kind of inconvenience because I can’t move around as I wish. When I turn my head, the whole body turns as well.
Meet up the NP people on Saturday night. They are still as indecisive as ever. Walk here n there not knowing what to eat. Why cant they think plan of what they going to do first?
Haiz.everyhting went wrong.
We promise to stay together even after we graduate.
We promise to stand hand in hand keep in touch, meet up often during weekend.
We agree to go k box go buffet and stuff, but did we?
Maybe when certain things happen it really affect us. Affect everything.

I leave an hour later. I chose to remain silent and walk away slowly.

Some things are just so clear.
Human beings made it so clear to us that we understand it even without any explanations.
Wth I am talking. Nvm. Don’t wants to talk into the right points.

Went shopping on Saturday with Regina. I brought a shirt and a top. Wanted to to buy bra but haiz. just because of my hand I cant try on any clothes.Hahaz~
Totally crazy
It totally terrible. My right hand is like working all the way throughout the whole day.

Took my test last night. Passed the theory but failed the practical. Totally suck up.
I told myself I wouldn’t cry in front of the examiner, I made it.
Tear still rolled down when everything ended. but not as much as the previous time.
Just feel so unfair.
I got to wait for another month before the test commence again.

Saying I am not upset or disappointed its just lying.
Everyone encouraging me. I will train harder making sure I pass it the next time.

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Stupid asshole in office think that he is so great that he can tell dad everything thinking that dad will come scold me.
Stupid asshole you are just a useless idiot.
Blankness brain. Everyone hates you to the core. Stop acting pathetic coz no one cares no one bothers about you too.
You are just nothing a loser. Eat sleep laze around is all you know. Asshole. Brainless. Idiot. Wtf.
I find all way to get rid of you.

4 more days to doctor.
2 week later MIR scan.
3 week later doctor appointment again.
How much money I have thrown into treatments & etc.
How much time and trips I have made to TTSH.
I am so tired. Can someone help?

Going to meet Big bear tonight. It been so long since I met up with him. Wahahahaz.
Going to get my 21st birthday present, that is already rotting in his room.
Is there any fungus growing on it? =>
WAHAHAHZ.


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I am just a sentimental and emotional person.
I mustn’t let emotional take over me. Mustn’t let it control me.
I be myself; noone can over take me.
I fall I stand and move on.
~~Love



Where were you when skies were grey
1/30/2007 10:41:00 PM <3

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I love you?/ Sunday


my shoulder got numb....
the whole hand sore..
i cant move my left body...
i am soo in pain...aching and killing me..

tml i still have class at ECP.
i have yet to study..
haiz....

in dEEP Pain.......



Where were you when skies were grey
1/21/2007 12:46:00 AM <3

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these are all the letters i receive each day...all the cheque.invoice,etc....

without seeing them each day i feel uneasy,,
it also mean i hv to call up and 'chase' the other party..


they will then end up in the rubbish bin and the big rubbish bag...also the bag i have to empty each day...=[



Where were you when skies were grey
1/21/2007 12:40:00 AM <3

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MY hand is KILLING ME!!!! argh!!!



Where were you when skies were grey
1/14/2007 10:58:00 PM <3

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I love you?/ Thursday


4 January 2007

late Greeting to everyone.
“Happy New Year.”
Didn’t went countdown with my ploy-mate.
Because ……. Nvm.
Just before I got so excited for my countdown he msg me.
Asshole spoilt my mood.
Why msg me, that isn’t my problem why don’t ask your girlfriend instead.
What a laughing stock.. ask your girlfriend instead of me. I think you got the wrong person.

How I wish I can change my number and no one can find me.
The distance between we polymate are getting apart. Drifting far apart.
Maybe that a good thing because we hurt one another too much.
Our friendship is just like a bus. We are the passenger that aboard one another bus and it time to alight, we will never aboard again. never meet the same bus again. think it this way so wouldn’t be so upset or disappointed. Isn’t it much better?

“如果你们要我祝福你们, 我判不到..
你们也不需要…”

美好的时光以不再… stop dreaming, wake up! all the good memories are all gone.
They are just short term.

Did badly for lifesaver last night. My shoulder was totally numb, it felt as if I had no arms. I have to push myself more. The test is just a few days more. Buck up!
I can do it .. I will make sure I pass.

Down with flu again.


>> I miss my frenz..
Big Bear Ted where you..busy working or?
Zhiyou why no msg from you? Where have you gone to.
Charmine are you back in singapore or aust?
Delwin free to lend me ya ear?
Regina wanna go shopping?
Marvin when we going clubbing again?
Jonathan you engaging right? Congrat.contact me.

>> Anyone want to go clubbing and get drunk?
or
>> Anyone want to go do sports and sweat everything out? We go running, then cycling, then swimming, and then blading, then canoeing, then rock climbing. All in a day. Who is interested to join me for these crazy sports for a day?
Anyone want to join me? Come’on we feel great that.


Anyone interested in this Saturday 6 January 2007, Vegetarian buffet, at the Quality Hotel? Please message me 91259xxx Yuehui or tag! Thanks.
6 January 2007

Buffet cancel due to the poor response and the full reservation they have.
Boy is sick too I guess we have to postpone it.

What coach said last night made me worry.
Haiz. how am I going for the test. I know I am going to fail but still going for the test. Making myself upset. Haiz. my swimming buddy is injured. Badly injured. What am I suppose to do?
Haiz. losing confidence in myself.

My performance last night was so bad that I tear at the pool. Haiz stupid me.

My shoulder is giving up on me. It seems like its really dropping off. There is this needle poking on my shoulder. It’s like I cant even rotate or move it. this feel really sucks.
Haiz. everyone is so confidence I am the only one feeling so low.
How I wish I can tell my coach that if he think I cant make it then don’t let me go but then I just don’t know how to say because I just want to give it a try. If I fail, maybe I retake or I just give up?
I am not sure. Who will know my feeling my stand?

I am bored.

Boy work load getting heavier. All he does is work work work.
His company is more strict more rules, so have to work harder.
He has no time for me. Weekend I am so free so bored.
Anyone ask me out??



11 January 2007

I haven’t been online for alotssss of day.
I was busy with swimming studying and work.
When I lie on my bed, within second I fall asleep.
I haven’t been chatting with my friends, blogging, posting pictures, etc.
Finally found the time to online tonight.

Been crying since yesterday in front of my swim mate my swim team.
The feeling was never been ever to be feel by anyone.
The feeling was being the first and being shoot wasn’t good at it.
I just couldn’t control my tear.
I am ashamed of myself. Everyone came and comfort me. Thanks but it wasnt good at all.
I am so sorry to my coaches and swim mate. So sorry.
I am emotional, very emotional.
Tears rolled down every easily.
I try to fight back but end up I still lose the match.

The test been postpone to 2 week later.
I doubt I be able to make it. I wouldn’t have to wait till next year in order to take the test. By then where will my swim mate be? Lifeguard? Instructor? I am just so ashamed of myself.

My plan to go for instructor course be burst. I wouldt have to wait…wait….
Maybe I should find some other course to attend.

2 week later and we should see.
I am upset very upset.


“Wun fa shou si de xin qing.”



Where were you when skies were grey
1/11/2007 10:31:00 PM <3

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I love you?/ Tuesday


Pictures shall do the talking...
*im jus lazy..

Accompany Boy to the Bloodbank @HSA.on the 29th dec.first time going there. spacious place. there lotsa of pple donating. too bad i have medication to take and low blood then i donate. Haiz..not forgetting i have blood probid,lolz.i guess when the needle is being poked into me i jus Faintz..

the friendly blood-drop at the entrance..
silly me taking pic ...
SteamBoat by the Beach..
the gift that bloddbank gave Boy...ended up i brought it Home...



Where were you when skies were grey
1/02/2007 05:59:00 PM <3

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losing the urge to blog

now that work has piled up, i no longer find free time to blog.
health havent been that well..esp my gastic coming up recently causing me loss of appitite plus the pain on my shoudler which is killing me.
spending less time on my comp at home because by the time i am home i am dead tired.

"here are some of the blog which i can type but yet to blog..."

26 December 2006
…Rainy Christmas…

The long weekend is finally over.
On Christmas Eve de eve, there was religion class, suppose to end at 10 and head for chalet at ECP.. but thanks to the BITCH. Who spoilt our mood.
We headed to Town instead.
It was so crowded that we could hardly walk at all. The festival smell was all over.
The joy and laughter was all around us.
Choir singing, the lighting was so nice.
We walked hand in hand from PS to taka to Far East. From the head of orchard to the end.
Slowly enjoying our self, enjoy the show on the street, enjoying the sighting of lightening.
Looking at the pretty girl around us. Ha-ha~= (**photos be uploaded. )

Brought a T-shirt from S & K for my dear boy boy.
Brought a jean from Gionano.
What else did I brought? N0thing else I guess because I was far too broke.
Wanted to buy a scarf which I long long wanted to buy but darling gave me that kind of look which stop me from buying. He wanted me to control my spending.
Left brain says : “ its for your own good.”
Right brain says: “I wanna buy I feel so upset..”
(** all rubbish)
Ended up walking away sadly.

By the time we walk from far east to Centrepoint it was already 12 plus. After a long await there don’t seem to be any bus therefore we walk toward bugis where we park our car. My leg was bleeding due to the formal shoes I wear. It hurts like hell. Haiz.
When I got home it was like 1 plus already.
Thanks dalring for accompany me out.

On Christmas Eve, we went out for a movie and headed toward his home to get paper work done. after which he went Malaysia for dinner. I couldn’t tag along just because dad don’t agree to it. haiz. rot in front of the tv for like 6 hours and happily receive a msg from him that he is out in singapore.
6 hours of tv and another 5 hours in front of computer talking to him, I think my eye will rot soon.
Slept at round 3am I think, ending a phone chat with him.

That was the last conversation I had using my Panasonic HP. After that night, it went sick. I couldn’t hear anyone voice through my phone. The only function I could use now is sms. So please don’t call me. Looking for a new hp anyone has any idea which hp has these below function:
>Radio
>Mms
>Camera
>MP3 player
>Infra Ray
>Blue tooth
>can read type Chinese words.
>Capture Video
> GPRS
Erm…what else..
>Java - for games I think for download of game.is it? correct me if I’am wrong.

No LG Panasonic Samsung pleases.
Jus want to get a hp which can lasts.

Kindly let me know thanks


On chirstmas..Woke up early to company boy to east coast park to cycle.
Went orchard to service my hp thinking that the warrently is still there.
Haiz when stun when the girl at the counter told me your warrently only last you for one year, if you were to send in most likely got to pay for like $80 or more mayb $100 plus. I don’t think its worth it.
Rejected her and headed to singtel shop to view at some of the phone. Didn’t like any of them at all. Indeed hp is no longer important to me. Haiz.

Ate a plate of extra hot pasta, ended up in the toilet.
The entrie day my stomach was empty and the moment I finish off the pasta, my stomach was crying for Help. The queue in the toilet was damn bloody long. I squat there without moving nearly fainting. Thanks to a malay gal who allow me to visit the toilet first.
Thanks lotsa. Felt much better.

Sis msg me saying she is at ECP beach, wanna me to go down to company her. So boy drove me there. Steamboat by the beach. The wind blowing toward me nearly froze me to death, luckily the soup save me. Warm me up. Other then the soup nothing goes into my stomach.

I didn’t have any food after that. For the whole night till this morning.

Had a fight with darling.
Will we end this relationship?
Haiz. we having cold war now..
Hope everything be alright soon.
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Where were you when skies were grey
1/02/2007 05:38:00 PM <3

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I love you?/ Monday


will update again..
today is xmas....ended up unwell. lao sai..
ate chilli with a empty stomach.
nearly faint in the toilet.
had to please other to let me go to the toielt first.. the queue was damn bloddy long..imagine that..
it been 5 hour plus but still im unwell..will update tml..



Where were you when skies were grey
12/25/2006 10:54:00 PM <3

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I love you?/ Sunday


An adaptation of the E.B. White 1952 classic, one of the best selling children's story of all time about the friendship between a pig, her owner and a spider. The barnyard fable stars reigning child actor Dakota Fanning as Fern, the farm girl who nurtures runty piglet Wilbur as he blossoms into a prize porker.

Starring : Dakota Fanning and the voices of Julia Roberts, Oprah Winfrey, John Cleese, Steve Buscemi, Cedric The Entertainer, Kathy Bates.

Directed by: Gary Winick





went to watch this movie today. i told myself i shall not miss this movie moreover it been so long since i last watch a movie le.
this movie is worrth watch esp the last part, it kind of touching that my tears rolled down.
the timing we watch was like 1pm..in the afternoon.
in the threate there was like 1...2....3.....2 couple....a guys....total of 10 to 11 people. wahahaz.. so Nice because wouldnt be disturb by inconsiderate pple who keep on talking.

i give it a 9/10 mayb because i read this book for many many times.

after the movie came straight home, shower and lie on the bed for like 6 hours watching tv program. i was far too lazy to move. many calls and sms flood in, sorry to those who ask me out i was far too tired. i jus wanted to slack.

Ohya...my hp is spoilt. to those who call me i cant hear anything at all. mayb you would hear my voice spekaing but i totally hear nothing. i try to get this prob fixed coz i have no spare hp. haiz.

guess what xmas present did i receive this year?
a CRumpler bag!!!
boy ordder the wrong design that i wnated all along. haiz.
kind of upset but nvm ya..
im elared.



STUPID bitch. dont think you are rich you can try to use money cover ya asshole. '
push all the responsiable to other. cover ya own asshole. you r totally brainless....BITCH >>>>>BICTH!!!!!


ll upload pics too..
** i took it on xmas eve's eve..when i was at town..



Where were you when skies were grey
12/24/2006 11:27:00 PM <3

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a XMAS CArd i made for my lectuer Eve and the photo frame..=]
the photo is from my 21st birthday. hope she like iT! =]

the choco..that my swim mate gave me..wahahaz




the wrappers....so nice right..



Where were you when skies were grey
12/24/2006 01:30:00 AM <3

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I love you?/ Monday


**Waves** I am back!
I have so many stuff to update.

The work at downtown east finally ended.
**ended like a week ago but I was too busy with stuff.
Dead tired...

>> It is quite a relaxing job whereby you just have to usher those audience to their seat at the beginning on each show. After which I can just stand there and watch the show together. When it ends, I will just have to open the exit door. The work is simply so nice, the tiring part is where by one has had to stand thorough out. It can be quite tiring on the leg.
Those people who I am working with are very young, at the age of 16 – 17. Well I did not communicate with them much because they kind of attitude people. I did not even bother to start a word with them at all; they could instruct me do stuff whereas they stand there and do nothing. It totally ridiculous. How I wish I could straggle them off.
Tolerated it for, as two weeks and finally I do not need to see them anymore.
The working hours are like from 3pm to 10pm. Due to the two jobs I am holding, I was very tired out. Lucky me, darling came to fetch me each night. He brought dinner which he cook himself for me, at downtown there was no vegetarian moreover the stuff there are expensive so my stomach would like go hungry for the whole day.
Thanks to my dear boy. Knowing I am tired he quickly drives me back home, knowing I am hungry, he will cook or buy dinner for me without fail.


>> Had a quarrel with boy but it lasts for like 1 day and we got back normal, after all still not that bad, I guess. Well he keeps urging me how important insurance is. He wants to purchase one for me, I know he meant well. I told him let me consider first because my monthly income is already not enough, it might be a problem if I have to pay those insurance fee each month, it more like a burden to me. He keep nagging non-stop. I was damn tulan that I raise my voice at him, telling him to stop it. Nothing could control my temper. I was very hot up. I did not msg him or call him at that point of time, the whole night no call or sms from him either.
Usually each morning he will greet me with a morning sms, but not hat particular morning there was nothing. At this point of time, my thought went wild. Haiz. Did not want to make the first move to do anything. Around noon, he sms! Wahhaha! Of course, I am not that cruel not to reply his sms. Everything went back to normal on that day when we chat on sms. He told me how he felt, sincerely. I was quite surprised seldom will he tell me anything especially when I ask him “do you have anything to tell me.”
There was some stuff that I said upset him lots.
Stupid me.


>> Finding out the truth always hurts.
Yet I continue to ask.
I should not elaborate more. I have always treated her as a sister, a mate whom we share our joy and pain together. In poly, we were the closest, the only two project mate. She care for me when things happen. I surprise her if I can. I always thought small matter didn’t really bother to us. We always give way to each other, no matter what happen we will talk it out and after a short while everything be alright. I always tell her what happen to me. I share with her almost everything. I trust her but this time round she made me distrust her so much.
I am so tulan. So disappointed. So upset. I never know she will do that. She knew that she knew it but why??
I shouldn’t have ask, shouldn’t have bother I wouldn’t be so upset then.
I shouldn’t have wasted so many tear in me.
Why? Why did the truth came to my side?
Sorry I cant give you my blessing.
Although I cant do anything but…
Suck up. I am going to drunk everything this satruday.
Its raining in me.
The thunder, the storm in me…..
It raining non stop.


>> My swim mate is back from Japan, “Bei Hai Dao” so nice to have him back else I have to search for other partner.
He brought me a pack of chocolate, those small cubes. It tastes so nice! Wonderful coco. In the other hand I don’t bear to eat them, their wrapping paper are simply so nice. Look below for the updated Chocolate pics.
**don’t drip ya saliva all over the places. Wahahaha~ thanks Swim Mate. –Hugs-
BM test be on the 1st week of Jan, it confirm. I pray hard that my examiner would be TLC, infect not me alone, the rest are also praying it is not him.
May god bless me and let me pass this test. After which A is going to prepare me for instructor course. I can’t wait to move on!

>> Triathlon next year April!
KC going to book the chalet at biatam, where we will just have to bring out stuff and bike over. I am starting to train each day, alone, because boy-working everyday beside he can’t run due to the pain on his knee. Argh! If only he could have lots money then he could visit a specialist and get treatment fast.
How? How? Can anyone help?

>> had a BBQ session at Ah Yang condominium last Saturday. It so nice to gather each lifeguard, with our coach, seating down enjoying chatting around. Took a few pics as memories ha-ha. Sooooo Nice. We had plenty of food, not forgetting alcohol too. We had Chivas with coke. Underage Overage…all drank. Wahahhaz…
Packed up stuff at around 8am and we headed to “Conner Stone” for a wine session.
I simply LOVE White wine!
It is so nice. Total two bottles of wine and five bottle of beer among us. We took plenty of photos using alwin Hp. Wahahaz, we were enjoying to our fullest. Chatting disturbing each other...wahahahaz. At around 10, we headed to O bar for more drinks. I actually went to meet YC and YJ, dragged the rest along. I stayed to 12 plus and left. Drank three bottles only. The rest stayed till 2am. Left ah yang taking cab home. Was suppose to drive him back home but I want to stay longer so sponsor him taking cab home. Thinking back, I am so mean. I wanted to have more alcohol more dance. Haiz.
**Guilty and bad.**
The night was fun. =]

I am looking forward to this Saturday, ah yang chalet, the whole lifesaver be there. Bound to have fun and laughter together.=]

23th December 2006—our two month together.
24th and 25th December 2006 – guess we be at chalet enjoying. Else I go clubbing.

Like what ah yang said I am drowning myself in sorrow.
Haiz.

Update again. I am going for a run.
Enjoy the pictures.



Where were you when skies were grey
12/18/2006 07:49:00 PM <3

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